Go With The Flow

Current Mood: Accepting

Current Song: Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

(A.K.A. CURRENT OBSESSION SONG :D)

Well, I guess I didn't really change my blogging slacker ways. I did have a legitimate excuse for a while. I was in an English class where we had to maintain a blog and make regular postings, so all of my blogging energies were pointed in that direction. And then after that I guess I was just out of the habit. But once again I will attempt to reform myself and post regularly. But as before... I make no promises.

That being said... A lot has changed since I last posted. I successfully finished my second year of college, which I feel good about I guess, another milestone reached. And more to the point I moved out of my parent's house and out into an apartment on my own. It has NOT been easy. So far I have had to deal with 5 parties, had 4 people pass out in my living room, listened to my roommate puking up alcohol at 3 in the morning, call 911 because some guy broke into my apartment and slept on my couch, get used to living with 3 other people and on top of all that I have to figure out how to actually function in the world alone. And while I would say I've successfully rolled with the punches and handled things pretty well so far, nothing has gone as planned and I've had to learn a lot and adjust to a lot VERY quickly. The fact that I am completely thrilled not to be living at home anymore has made the transition much easier and allowed me to put up with a lot of things that would normally make me freak out.

I guess that brings me to the real point of this post. I have a new life motto... or way of thinking really. "GO WITH THE FLOW." That's how I'm going to live from now on. I'm going to do my best to better accept things as they come and let go of some of my remaining uptight nature. I know that if I could let go and just ride the waves, I would be a lot happier, a lot less stressed, and have more fun. I want to be able to let my hair down and forget about being responsible sometimes and just have fun. I want to be able to take in everything that comes my way and just roll with it, not get freaked out, or worried, or angry, or upset. I want to ride every wave. I want to make every moment fun. I want to grab life by the horns and make it my bitch. That is what I want. I have all the life skills that I need, I'm smart, responsible, resourceful, and good with people, now I just need to let loose and go with the flow.

So that's where I am now. I got a letter today telling me who my new roommates are going to be and I was initially worried, but after giving it some thought I have decided that I'm not going to worry about it. I am going to accept my fate, hope for the best, and go with the flow. I have already been through so much here, I feel like I can handle anything these new roommates can dish out!! Now I need to sleep... I need to give the tumors in my head a rest

Peace and Love